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im missing someone who used to be my bestfriend..
im losing her slowly and very quietly..
i think she doesn't seem to bother about this..
she's hanging with her new gang..
and im trying to hide my crushed feelings..
trying so hard that sometimes i feel like giving up..
but i dont want to lose her,
well, i dont know if she really wanna lose me..
the point is, we've been through a lot..
and i really value our friendship..
dont want her to walk away..
but,
if she wants me to go,
i'll go..
i'll do the best i can to please her..
as long as i can keep her close to my heart,
it's good enough for me..
.
really missing the laughter and joy of our friendship..
syasya.........