sekali lagi aku dikecewakan...

haha..
padanla dgn muka aku kan??
tu la, sombong sgt..
lgpn, apalah gunanya aku ni kan??
sekadar melukut di tepi gantang je..
nak heran sgt??
mungkin..
tp yg lg mghairankan,
knp aku touching sgt??
bkn ke selama ni mmg aku da ngaku kalah??
aku sndri yg rse aku xlyk..
so, knp nak bersedih..??
aku sndri yg da relakan.. kan??
ntahlah..
mgkin sbb dia kwn aku..
at least, let me know..
xkisah pon klu bkn aku,
malah mmg da jgka pon..
but at least, just let me know!!!
apa yg da jd mmbuatkan aku rsa sgt2 .....................
maybe, aku xptt jebakkan diri aku dlm dunia tu at the first place..
mmg dunia tu bkn utk aku..
sbb aku yg xmmpu komited dlm mlsanakan tggungjwb..
ya,
mmg SALAH AKU..
jd,
biarlahpn aku rsa left out utk kesekian kalinya,
aku msih blm jumpa dunia yg terbaik utkku...
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You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in

but stil,

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
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ordinary person leading an extraordinary life,
.....nursyasya